I mourned for you today.
Another thing you’ll never know.
Today I let you go.
So much possible,
crumbled by expectation
walls put up
things left unsaid
you say I push
I push into the wall you don’t speak.
you think it’s unnoticed
you think I don’t see
it screams in your silence
it drives me insane
taken for granted
an unbalanced union
my responsibility
and the reason I must walk the other way
that’s what has me sad
I did that today
I do miss you
I will miss you
perhaps when a heart breaks
it can break open
by letting go
there’s room to let more in
more than a sometimes friend
