will it ever be me?
will I get to be the one you choose
the one who lights up your room?
am I destined to be
the one you just don’t see
the friend
you don’t want to lose
but aren’t willing to love
never enough
second best
lust is great
but love just can’t be
it’s just not meant for me
I’m told:
you’re beautiful
amazing
still I just don’t want you
all you are
it’s not enough
let’s be friends
perhaps a fuck
but more?
not you, you’re merely a plaything
you’ll never be the one
not enough for anyone