Beyond infatuation

Beyond infatuation

This is where love begins

Or where it ends

You build or break

You learn to give and take

Beyond the hurt, there is no mistake

Grow together, or grow apart

Yet grow we must

Do you trust?

Me

I trust you

I trust us

Where we are

Is where we’re meant to be

This is where we see

Who we truly be

What’s really there

I know that I care

Enough to let you be

To see you fly free

Yet I wonder what’s possible

In possibility

In creation and manifestation

Beyond the space where we let go

Of our preconceived ideas

Of what we thought we would see

For the first time I felt heard

And I was actually able to listen

I have no idea what the future holds

And somehow, I am completely at peace

in wonder with what comes next

Time to create a new context

All that’s left is love

sometimes friend

I mourned for you today.

Another thing you’ll never know.

Today I let you go.

So much possible,

crumbled by expectation

walls put up

things left unsaid

you say I push

I push into the wall you don’t speak.

you think it’s unnoticed

you think I don’t see

it screams in your silence

it drives me insane

taken for granted

an unbalanced union

my responsibility

and the reason I must walk the other way

that’s what has me sad

I did that today

I do miss you

I will miss you

perhaps when a heart breaks

it can break open

by letting go

there’s room to let more in

more than a sometimes friend